Maybe the beings wearing white clothed aprons, 
they were right 
And I fed you with the pain of my being 
from my insides. 
In your tender being 
I could see the pain from your eyes 
Recrimination 
I thought I had taken the necessary measures 
to avoid you to see it too. 
Mea culpa 
But one day I saw in your eyes how you looked at it 
I saw you watching yourself. 
Pain And I yelled at my pillow crying out, 
begging, 
wishing forgiveness to and for me to be, 
for having failed you 
Despair 
And I screamed at the rain crying out, 
begging, 
wishing forgiveness to and for your being, 
for having failed me. 
Despair / Pain 
I drowned my tears in a tormented sea 
Resignation 
Now I know how to cry silently. 
I know how to scream without voices 
and little is missing 
Resignation ...
I know it... 
I can already smile. 
Indifference